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Selasa, 22 Desember 2009

An Evil Beside U


I’m not a princess, I’m just a girl like others ‘till I thought that I was grew become 50% angel and plus 50% evil. I try to rebel when I felt borred, I try to search something new when its going empty make me insane, try to step up to the street, breath outside, left my ordinary.I don’t know anything about live ‘till it comes to me bring the bitter and sweet. N the story begun….

Yupz…I got a freedom to be myself, I try to know who am i? and got it…yupz I don’t know myself. I got a door with a warning “Do not enter or U’ll addicted,

Never come in too deep or U’ll be traped!” but I want someone new who can be mirror then I can see myself in other’s eyes, so I come in, Then the time give me an answer, I think it was blessing not like the front door’s statement. There is someone called Lepus. He is what I want along time, he makes me alive for the first time, he makes me know ‘bout love like no one else before, he show me what happiness is, but the last he give me the last colour in a life….He give me The Black, dark colour to cover up then everything perfect with Unfaithfullness, what i get was ruins, He shoot me with a cute bullet, then show me how nice my scar was, the wounds that he paint.

I try to let him gone with a mercy for him with a mercy for me ‘coz finally I aware that its was a wrong romance. Till d end of the time, Thiz world would say that “Its wrong and must be over”. I try to come back to my way, straight without climb, without a bend, without sheer dark way…just a straight stabil way. I try to make sure that myself never return to that way, thiz game was over. But its hard…so hard …. I try my hardest to keep on moving, to keep on believe that sometimes I can repair all…start all over again!
" I'm forgivinG what i've done...! i'll face myself, Whatever Pain may come today is end" (What i've done - LP)

There is a whisper in myears to open up the next door. I do it, and I meet someone who I’ve meet before, called Orions since along time ago, and he know little about The Cute Evil Lepus.He said that He want to learn something from me, How nice its sounds! Lets wonder…What can you learn from an eVil like me? Hateness?? Pains? Owh…but my deep deep inside An angel says that I must proud ‘Coz he give me a Trust and may be it’s a way to go Home. But The truth I don’t know what he really wants, may be its just like a game for him?? May be like he said he wanna learn something from me, but I must prepare a wise heart that learn something can do from many people in the same time, and may be in thiz condition I just one of them. May be its like a challenge to change an Evil like Me to become An angel?? Up to him…

“I’m Just an Evil beside You…But nEver Let me won!! ‘coz I’m afraid of getting myself crush you, oR get you lost…I don’t want it…”

But Thanks for All ,may Be from thiz moment I got special Lesson to bEcome StronGer!!

3 comments:

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